Porque os meus dias necessitam de uma banda-sonora que faça suportar algumas das angústias que os atravessam. Ou simplesmente porque o meu dia foi um daqueles dias que irei recordar mais tarde, e me lembrarei da música que estava a passar naquele infímo momento de felicidade inocente.
quarta-feira, julho 29, 2009
Up To You Now
You can run away from home but you can't run away from your pain. Now I sit, here alone as I place someone else to blame.
It's up to you now. It's up to you now. Don't want to be your broken dream We've run out of fate somehow. And it's up to you now.
I have to hide from my own face now that we have fallen from grace. Arms that hold you close are the arms that hold you back. While your world is under attack.
It's up to you now. It's up to you now. I stumbled to your alter with my knees bent my head bound And it's up to you now.
There's no sound louder than war. and we don't have to borrow anymore. You wrote a list with all your demands and you nailed it to both of my hands.
And it's up to you now. Oh it's up to you now. My fist is full of ashes And my blood is in the ground. So it's up to you now. Yes it's up, its up to you now.
I was a good kid I wouldn't do you no harm I was a nice kid With a nice paper round Forgive me any pain I may have brung to you With God's help I know I'll always be near to you But Jesus hurt me When he deserted me, but
I have forgiven Jesus For all the desire He placed in me when there's nothing I can do With this desire
I was a good kid Through hail and snow I'd go Just to moon you I carried my heart in my hand Do you understand? Do you understand? But Jesus hurt me When he deserted me, but
I have forgiven Jesus For all of the love He placed in me When there's no-one I can turn to with this love
Monday - humiliation Tuesday - suffocation Wednesday - condescension Thursday - is pathetic By Friday life has killed me By Friday life has killed me
(Oh pretty one, Oh pretty one)
Why did you give me So much desire? When there is nowhere I can go To offload this desire And why did you give me So much love In a loveless world When there's no one I can turn to To unlock all this love And why did you stick me in Self-deprecating bones and skin Jesus - do you hate me? Why did you stick me in Self-deprecating bones and skin Do you hate me? do you hate me? Do you hate me? do you hate me? Do you hate me?
Vacate is the word Vengeance has no place on me or her Cannot find the comfort in this world Artificial tear Vessel stabbed, next up, volunteers? Vulnerable Wisdom can't adhere A truant finds home And a wish to hold on But there's a trapdoor in the Sun
Immortality...
As privileged as a whore Victims in demand for public show Swept out through the cracks beneath the door Holier than Thou, How? Surrendered, executed anyhow Scrawl dissolved Cigar box on the floor A truant finds home And a wish to hold on too He saw the trapdoor in the Sun
Immortality...
I Cannot stop the thought I'm Running in the dark Coming up a which way sign All good truants must decide Oh, Stripped and sold, mom Auctioned forearm And Whiskers in the sink Truants move on Cannot stay long Some die just to live
Standing at the door of the pink flamingo Crying in the rain It was a kind of so so love, And Im gonna make sure it doesnt happen again.
You and I had to be the standing joke of the year. You were a run around, A lost and found. And not for me I feel.
Take your hands off me, please I dont belong to you, you see.
Take a look in my face, for the last time. I never knew you., you never knew me. Say hello, goodbye.
Say hello and wave goodbye.
We tried to make it work, you in a cocktail skirt. And me in a suit, and it just wasnt me. Youre used to wearing less, and now your lifes a mess. So insecure you seem.
I put up with all the scenes, This is one scene, Thats goin to be played my way
Take your hands off me, please I dont belong to you, you see.
Take a look in my face, for the last time. I never knew you., you never knew me. Say hello, goodbye.
Say hello and wave goodbye. Say hello and wave goodbye.
Under the deep red light, I can see the make up slidding down. Well hey little girl, you will will always make up So take off that unbecoming frown.
As for me well, Ill find some one Whos not going cheap in the sales. A nice little house wife, wholl give me a steady life. And not keep going off the rails.
Take your hands off me, please I dont belong to you, you see.
Take a look in my face, for the last time. I never knew you., you never knew me. Say hello, goodbye.
Say hello and wave goodbye. Say hello and wave goodbye. Say hello and wave goodbye. Wave goodbye. Say hello and wave goodbye. Say hello, wave goodbye. Goodbye. Say goodbye. Say goodbye.
We were born before the wind. Who were we to understand. We were born before the wind Say goodbye.
Through the rain, hail, sleet and snow, Say good bye. And Im trying, trying, trying To say goodbye. Say goodbye. Say goodbye. Say goodbye.
Raise your glasses please into a toast For we are many hometown ghosts. Let it spill all over the floor. What the hell are you saving it for?
On June, July, August, September. Let's drink 'em all, I don't want to remember. These have been the best years of our lives.
It's a shame my dear, There's no room for lost years. So we're leaving, we're leaving tonight.
You look lovely lying wasted on your bed, Staring at a photograph of you and your best friend. They said make a cross over your hearts, And we'll swear we'll never drift apart.
It's a shame my dear, To be leaving you here. But we're leaving, we're leaving tonight.
Oh my heroes, my brothers, where have you gone? There is something in the air, something is wrong. Where is my father, my mother, my sister, my lover? Have you all gone over to the other side?
It's a shame my dears, There's no room for me here. So I'm leaving, I'm leaving tonight.
Want to pack your bags something small Take what you need and we disappear Without a trace we'll be gone, gone Moon and the stars will follow the car And then when we get to the ocean Gonna take a boat to the end of the world All the way to the end of the world
Oh and when the kids are old enough, we're gonna teach them to fly
You and me together We could do anything baby You and me together yes, yes You and me together We could do anything baby You and me together yes yes
You and I were not tied to the ground Not falling but rising like rolling around Eyes closed above the rooftops Eyes closed we're gonna spin through the stars Our arms wide as the sky, we're gonna ride the blue All the way to the end of the world To the end of the world
Oh and when the kids are old enough, we're gonna teach them to fly
We can always look back at what we did Always remembering how you and me did Right now it's you and me forever girl And you know, we could do better than Anything that we did You know that you and me We could do anything
You and me together We could do anything, baby You and me together yeah, yeah Two of us together, we could do anything baby You and me together yeah, yeah Two of us together yeah, yeah Two of us together, we could do anything baby
Learning to breathe again for the first time In so long now
Learning to see again through my pride
Learning to speak again from my heart
Learning to be a friend for the first time for the first time in so long
for so long
Feel like I'm losing time when I worry 'cos yesterday won't change
Starting to free my mind from the shadow of doubt that keeps me in darkness
testing the air outside my chamber into the danger
pushing my limits high to the red line and over
and why have i waited so long
for so long
oh
why have I waited? why have I waited, yeah
well it's hard to be happy in a world that's so cruel where the weak just get weaker where the powerful feud where the children go hungry while the soldiers stand by lay down your weapons take hold of your lives and when will we learn that it's hate that breeds hate only love is the cure don't leave it too late get up, and feel it the truth that won't wait if we choose to do nothing then we take all the blame
I am so ashamed I am so ashamed of all the trouble I have caused and I am so ashamed of all these unopened doors I am so ashamed of what I have become
That oh, my heart is bursting again I don't need this But your eyes are turning away Ooooooohh, aaaaaaaahh
I am of the west I am fair skinned I deserve a bullet in my chest If I have no religion and no reason to be scared If I am going to hell then I just don't care
That oh, my heart is bursting again I dont need this But your eyes are turning away Ooooooohh, aaaaaaaahh
That oh, my heart is bursting again I dont need this But your eyes are turning away Ooooooohh, aaaaaaaahh
If it be your will That I speak no more And my voice be still As it was before I will speak no more I shall abide until I am spoken for If it be your will
If it be your will That a voice be true From this broken hill I will sing to you From this broken hill All your praises they shall ring If it be your will To let me sing
If it be your will If there is a choice Let the rivers fill Let the hills rejoice Let your mercy spill On all these burning hearts in hell If it be your will To make us well
And draw us near And bind us tight All your children here In their rags of light In our rags of light All dressed to kill And end this night If it be your will
Numa espécie de limbo, sonâmbulo anda feito pêndulo Ora pende dormindo, ora pende contra o tempo E faz deste inimigo atrasado, correndo,justifica um vazio interno, imenso
Fugas mentais ocupam os pensamentos E se torna incapaz de ocupar a si mesmo Tvs, cines, jornais, químicas não me tento Bloquear os canais Domesticar seus anseios
Que é bom desconfiar dos bons elementos
Feito histórias de moebius, vão tirar sua visão E te dar olhos passivos adequados a um padrão
I wonder why We are the way we are And so I wonder why We are the way we are And why We only love each other from afar
This is how we are fading This is how we are fading Time Time
You spend your days watching the door Yeah you spend your whole life waiting But you don't know what for You have everything you need right here Still you want more
Ow this how we are fading This is how we are fading Time Time
Well I didn't come here Looking for a soul And I'm tired of watching dust collecting all above I'm a spirit trying to be human I'm just a spirit trying to be human
But I'm thinking This is how we are fading Whis is how we are fading Time Time
You hold on to yourself You're afraid that you might get left behind And so you hide your eyes You're afraid that the lie will make you blind But it's time It's time to shine Yes it's time to believe in what you know Time to believe in what you know Time to believe in what you know And you don't need strength te be strong Time to believe in what you know No you don't need strength te be strong Time to believe in what you know Time to believe in what you know Time to believe in what you know Time to believe in what you know Time to believe the far you go
Fiz minha casa no teu cangote Não há neste mundo quem me bote Pra sair daqui (uh uh uh)
Te pego sorrindo num pensamento Faz graça de onde fiz meu achego, meu alento E nem ligo Como pode, no silêncio, tudo se explicar?! Vagarosa, me espreguiço E o que sinto, feito bocejo, vai pegar
Fiz minha casa no teu cangote Não há neste mundo quem me bote Pra sair daqui (uh uh uh)
Lying in the park on a beautiful day sunshine in the grass and the children play sirens passing, fire engine red someone’s house is burning down on a day like this.
The evening comes and we’re hanging out on the front step and a car goes by with the windows rolled down and that War song is playing, “Why Can’t We Be Friends?” someone is screaming and crying in the apartment upstairs.
Funny the way it is and if you think about it somebody’s going hungry and someone else is eating now funny the way it is, not right or wrong somebody’s heart is broken and it becomes your favorite song.
The way your mouth feels in a lover’s kiss like a pretty bird on the breeze or water to a fish but a bomb blast brings the building crashing to the floor hear the laughter while the children play war.
Funny the way it is, if you think about it one kid walks ten miles to school, another’s dropping out funny the way it is, not right or wrong on a soldier’s last breath, his baby’s being born.
Standing on a bridge, watch the water passing underneath it must have been much harder when there was no bridge, just water now the world is small, compared to how it used to be with mountains, and oceans, and winters, and rivers, and stars.
Watch the sky, a jet plane so far out of my reach is there someone up there looking down on me? A boy chase a bird, so close, but every time he'll never catch her, but he can’t stop trying.
Funny the way it is, if you think about it one kid walks ten miles to school, another’s dropping out funny the way it is, not right or wrong on a soldier’s last breath, his baby’s being born funny the way it is, not right or wrong somebody’s broken heart becomes your favorite song funny the way it is, if you think about it one kid walks ten miles to school, another’s dropping out.
Standing on a bridge, watch the water passing underneath it must have been much harder when there was no bridge, just water now the world is small, compared to how it used to be with mountains, and oceans, and winters, and rivers, and stars.
I have a smile stretched from ear to ear to see you walking down the road
We meet at the lights I stare for a while the world around us disappears
it`s Just you and me on my island of hope a breath between us could be miles Let me surround you my sea to your shore let me be the calm you seek
Oh but every time I'm close to you there's too much I can't say and you just walk away
And I forgot to tell you I love you and the night's too long and cold here without you I grieve in my condition for I cannot find the words to say I need you so
Oh but every time I'm close to you there's too much I can't say and you just walk away
And I forgot to tell you I love you and the night's too long and cold here without you I grieve in my condition for i cannot find the words to say i need you so
Traveling north, traveling north to find you Train wheels beating, the wind in my eyes Don't even know what I'll find when I get to you Call out your name love don't be surprised
It's so many miles and so long since I've left you Don't even know what I'll find when I get to you But suddenly now, I know where I belong It's many hundred miles and it won't be long
Nothing at all in my head to say to you Only the beat of the train I'm on Nothing I've learn, all my life, on the way to you One day our love was over and gone
It's so many miles and so long since I've met you Don't even know what I'll say when I get to you But suddenly now, I know where I belong It's many hundred miles and it won't be long
What will I do if there's someone there with you Maybe someone you've always known How do I know I can come and give to you Love with no warning and find you alone
It's so many miles and so long since I've met you Don't even know what I'll find when I get to you But suddenly now, I know where I belong It's many hundred miles and it won't be long
You can run away from home
